Tuesday, September 11, 2007
♥ 9/11/2007 08:50:00 AM
Thoughts
Am I doing something low?
In a working environment, there's bound to be changes, but why am i behaving like this?
I'm ruining my sister, brother and my own reputation.
Should I endure and get over with it? Or am I able to endure?
I had my own mindset. I know my directions in life.
But how can I go to work daily, without a direction of what to do?
I can just stare in the blank, waiting for work to drop on my desk.
Oh god! What should I do?
Seriously, I'm there to learn. Hoping to gain experience and learn new things.
But, where's the chance?
Asking
People ask questions everyday. Even a 2 year old kid ask thousand of "why" each day.
Me?
I ask for work to do everyday, and it's killing me. How can I go to work and ask everyday! It's like begging for work to do.
You guys might think that isn't it better? cause i need not do anything, and i got paid!
Come on, I seriously don't need that! Swear.
Nevermind. Maybe after all, you guys think that my mindset is wrong.
Just like how i miss him.
